I Protected You, but You’ll Never Know

I protected you, in the best possible way I can.
I don’t want you to know that I care.
Every little thing about you matters to me.
I just cannot open up to anyone, feeling reserved I guess.

You don’t need to know the things I’ve done for you.
Your smile and happiness are enough, so just be you.
I know you loathed me for being unfair and mean
Hush love, I may not know everything but I know a lot of things

You think I don’t care at all.
You despise me for not giving you any attention.
But have you noticed the way I looked at you?
Have you not felt the love I have for you?

I am loving you silently, but it’s never enough.
We are complete opposites but never attract each other.
You’ll never know my pain and it’s okay.
That’s the kind of love I have that’s all I can say.